Today is my first blog on this site, how exciting right!?!? I'm not very good at this yet, but since I love to write I thought why not give it a shot (plus I get to read all of my friends blogs). So, some of you reading this may already know that I have finally accepted Christ as my savior, and it was not as easy as I thought it would be. I attend Freedom Fellowship, where I have been completely overwhelmed with the love and care everyone has been giving me, and I thank them greatly. I wouldn't give up any of them for anything. I knew the first day I attended, something was different. I couldn't quite put my finger on it until now. Growing up in a non religious household has made it even more difficult for me to be the person our Lord has put me on this Earth to be. For the first time in my life, someone told me that they knew I was going to be great, and do the impossible for God. When I heard those words, I quickly burst into tears. Talking with this women at Freedom has forever changed the way I look at life. I then decided to jump in head first, not caring if I was going to hit my head on the way in. I felt our father through my body, which I then knew, I was ready. Ready to take on anything that was going to be thrown at me. You see, God has his ways of working into our lives, whether it be through other people, or just simple signs to let you know, he is here with you every step of the way.
Before all of this happened, I wasn't a believer. I got myself into trouble, and I couldn't figure out why in the world God put me here. I made mistakes, didn't care about what I was putting myself through, worried more about what others thought about me than what God thinks of me, and so much more. Things happened to me that made me not care anymore, not want to be the Morgan I knew I could be. I then gave up, and did what made me feel better and would take the pain that I was going through. I did things that made me look cool, made people think totally different then what I really was. I felt, FAKE. UGLY. A CHEATER. A LIAR. and most of all A DISAPPOINTMENT. But, I didn't care, I kept doing the same things over and over, which led me to even worse things. I tried to build relationships that could fill the spots of people who walked out on me. Those relationship are now broken, and ruined, which they'll never be repaired. All I can do is ask for forgiveness. Through out my blogs you will hear more about my life and the struggles I went though to get to where I am now, a strong, Christian, beautiful, young woman.
I'm going to be leaving you hanging until tomorrow, because it is 11:32 and I have school in the morning. Goodnight readers :)
-Morgan
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