I'm faced with many decisions daily, but right now the decisions that I need to decide, I cannot possibly make. I'm so confused with what God wants me to do, that I'm just about ready to give up all together. I'm crying out for the guidance and strength that I need to succeed. These are the times that I wish I still had the people I ran out of my life. I'm in love with the song "Fix You" by Coldplay. If you never try something then you'll never know if it's going to work out or completely fail. I need to stop being a baby and just jump. Take the leap of faith and just hope that God makes everything fall into place.
I've been blessed by the families at my church. I've been given a home, and all the love I could ever ask for. Yet, I'm not sure if this is the right thing to do. I wish I could just be a kid. Just for one day. To be careless and worry free... As the holidays pass, and a new year is about to begin, we're supposed to have a "New Years Resolution." I'm still in the process of figuring out what mine will be. I'm pretty sure this is it...I want to be happy. I want to look forward to my future and everything that God will puts in my path. I want people to see the grace of God through me.
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